5/16/25 - It Is The Morning Of My Life
Part of me thinks that I did, in fact, ruin it, but he's just too gracious to say that aloud. It is within his right. The delusion has returned with some force, it's more sobered in it's approach but it's lingering, still. I'm starting to think I gotta abandon the midi clip shuffle style I use. GF is doing a lot with mixing and doing live set practice, I think. I have a certain method but I know its not industry standard. It's what I used for Die Geier. I think about when I tried to mix James Brown and failed. Live music is harder to sequence or sync. Thinking about the groove that guy had with his drum machine, it was so classic! I'm glad he was there, he was the coolest part of Space Dive. They pushed my start date back to the 9th. So no money for even longer. Whatever. I'll put to bed my aspirations of being around other people for at least another two weeks. Let me tell you my plan, for my birthday. I didn't want to formal...
