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It's not fun music. Not that I don't like that stuff, y'know. It's worthy music, worthy effort. It's just not what I want. I want something else. The problem is that ideas are given to me by the air. I can't help but recieve it. I just feel like we've done enough of that for now. There's no way to express that without sounding like a snob, like a dickhead. But I don't care anymore. Kick, Snare, Kick, Snare, Oscillator, Sidechain, Groggy Voice. I love it too much. I want to be less affected by it. I've been doing too many mental push-ups for that discipline that I don't like it anymore. The real stars of my generation can handle that world. They've got it good. They're the genuises we needed for that world. I mean that, really. I think, like Pinkpantheress or Underscores for example, they're genuises. I guess I would like to try and know if we've got it in us to be about some other stuff. I want to create a different kind of fe...

I'm not feeling very good at all. And I dunno if I like anybody today. That's all.

Im anxious. I know she's not gonna be there today, but I'm just itching to see her there, right? I'm doing a good thing otherwise, y'know. Avenue of fashion, two days in a row. Ive got the tone for this project. Ive got the guitar! It's all coming together on As If I Was Essential pivot in the Hepburn story, I'm thinking. I'm becoming something of a rockist, I'm fearing. And yet I'm not looking to stop it, cause look at my heroes. Look at what the millennials are doing. They don't wanna do the vapid shtick, I don't want to, either. The folks in my generation I'm listening to aren't doing that soulless racket. I don't want any part in it. This moment is just too pinching on the nerves to be looking at nothing, y'know. Executive dysfunction is insane.