8/24/26 - Friends
Yeah, there's a horse on my back And I may be stomped flat But my loneliness is gone All my loneliness is gone There's a horse on my back Gives me all that I need I've experienced an emotional and psychological breakdown. The last week saw a period of crying spells, delirium, chronic pain, hallucinations, mania, and psychosis. None of this is exaggerated. All because I hate my job, I hate my home life, and I hate the world I am living in. It was so bad last week that I believed that aliens were real, and that I was an alien and everybody knew but me, and everybody saw a fucked up alien face and body but I couldn't see it cause of space illusion magic, and that if I was alone the other Crystal Gem Steven Universe Aliens were gonna come kill me. All because somebody made an (admittedly well made/clever) analogue horror creepy pasta thing about a children's cartoon that I, in fact, loved as a kid. I developed this 2-3 day psychosis that I'm still coming down from b...