HK Blog

I think that it's easier to imagine it as a symptom that goes in and out. This might be the healthiest way to look at it. It's an irritant I'll be able to compartmentalize. My throat still hurts. I think from screaming. I still didn't send Loopy that segment of me screaming. I'll get on that. I have a suspicion I failed my drug test. I might be out of a job, whatever. My current forecast for the FFB is that I don't think anybody is gonna come. Which might be good cause I can't afford the beer and snacks yet. This current project, you know, it's getting harsher. I've got an entirely new sort of sound I've made on this one. I'm not a songwriter, I'm not a storyteller, but I like talking. This is gonna be an allllll day post. I'll continue writing through the hours... KICK THE BALL! God, I love this song. It's hard to balance the scratches and distress of that real hip-hop stuff. I love it, so much. That's the...

I've seen kinder faces. The most welcome voices I could hear. I've seen some friends I thought I'd never seen again. Today, I'll try to savor that. I want to be grateful, to be more aligned with a greater character. The bright side of things. I think want to frontload this post with some more positive news. I want to at least make an effort to let some light in. My parents recently bought two parakeets! I'm so excited to see them! I've been going to the club a lot more recently, with mixed results, but I'm just glad to be outside again.  I got my drug test and physical done for the job, I really need this job! I hope I do well. It's a parks and rec gig, it'll be fine. At least I'll still be in Detroit. Mixed feelings, but I believe I will be okay, one day. I'm kind of dreading my birthday, still, but I think it will be fun anyways. I think I can do it. I'm reading again! I'm creating again! I've a renewed interest in all of my fav...