3/19/26 - Bull In The Heather
Betting on the bull in the heather Manal is fine. Remas is fine. Zahr is fine. Life is fine. How does anyone manage to be anything but livid, incensed, and froth with anger every workday? It feels like lying. It is lying. Everything is lying. The world isn't full of life in my eyes. It's a sort of narcissism to indulge that feeling. I do not trust laypeople. And I believe I need to learn how to do it in spite of the trite observations. Most American moderates agree with Trump on certain things, y’know. Because there's a little Hitler in all of us, I guess. I don't think its unique or profound to wax on about how much you don't like your coworkers. So I won't. I woke up thinking about STATIONTOSTATION again. There's a flavor I'm acclimated towards that's creeping its way into my day-to-day once again. It's all so... dry, it feels like. Y’know, cause I'm hooked on Sonic Youth again. It's been a while since I indulged in some of the sublime ...