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Right now I'm helping my coworker run his archery class. It is exactly as fun as you'd think. He's a regular Robert of Locksley, right here on Myers and Lyndon. And for the moment, we in this class are his merry men of Sherwood. I am not very talented with the use of compound bows, I much prefer the recurve. Good things do happen in our corner of the West Side. I was able to reactivate my PayPal, and Manal is working on getting theirs active again. If I can just community with the lady who managed Remas' campaign to get control of it, all will be by my side. All will be by my side... Everything in the realm of want becomes animated through dreams. Nothing that I want can be had so easily. Nothing that I need will appear when it's convenient. I simply have to be ready to receive the messages the world wants to send. All the dreams I waited so long... Fly tonight, so long, so long... It's actually a horrific character flaw to yearn, y'know. They sa...

I'm not gonna try. I'll just do it, and I'll never tell you. And I'll be safe, I'll be cool on my own. I'll be cool knowing that was the last time. Conflicted feelings in the side of my head, but my temperament is good. Endure, endure, that's the focus right now. Endurance. Nothing has moved with the right pace. But that's okay. That's okay. I look down through the window, and none of my creatures are there. No squirrels, no birds, no groundhog. Not even a cat. The grass and leaves have no friends this morning. I am becoming a superstitious person. I think that's okay. I need to buy some cards. Tarocchini, I'll learn the game to spite this development. These days I find myself trusting ideation and intrusive inclinations. I'm choosing to think that everything I fear my friends think about me is true, and my solution is just... to accept it. I don't try to appeal anymore. I don't apologize for a mistake I never made. I accept that ...

DARE. It's the best Gorillaz track, no argument, n-o-n-e. The color of this moment, the luster of the soul, is silver. The chain I've got on is pure silver, and it costs as much as you'd expect. Whatever that amount may be. It goes wherever I go, this silver pendant of Palestine. Yeah, of course it at the conference, as a luddite like myself would only know to find it in the big kids assembly in the gym (Cobo). I was sitting in my car again, and I produced the Tech House piece of this album, Updo.  Referring to hairstyles, y'know. One of the more crude innuendo of this project, lmao. Later today I got a meeting with an artist and designer about collaborating on HPBRN. We're still making good progress on this thing, that's for sure. I hope I make a good impression on him, he seems like a cool guy. This could restore my faith in my ability to collaborate. I just hope I'm the collaborator he's looking for. I'm the jean genie today, I'm wearing too m...

 It's not chic to ruminate about stuff like that, is it? I wish I had it in me to apologize, but I'm just not feeling like that today. Today there's a focus on objectives. Today is pay day, so there are some objectives. Tomorrow is the oil change, visits to workplaces, transferring to Manal, applying to better jobs within the system. Even before that, we have some stuff to take care of. Some families need payments, some candy bags need to be purchased for work. Some money has to be put away for travel, starting today.  Money makes the world go round, the world go round, the world go round! And I'm halfway done with Hepburn, you know...