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Moon River, Wider than a mile I'm crossing you in style, some day Oh dream maker, You heartbreaker Wherever you're going, I'm going your way Two drifters, Off to see the world Theres such a lot of world to see We're after the same rainbows and waiting round the bend, a Huckleberry friend Moon river, and me There used to be an appeal to adopting liberated mindsets, choosing to cognate beyond the salt of the lay. It's an arrogant sort of thing, a spiteful sort of feeling, but my God... wasn't that necessary? There's nothing anymore. There's no confidence. People do not believe in the promise of themselves, and in the power of their creations. People were quick to talk about that quote from Cameron Winter, but the guy wasn't lying, not a bit. That guy Timothy Chalamet, they like to debate the optics of his drive, his ambition. I remember when they were interviewing Venus and her dad had to put that interviewer in his place for questioning he...

I. Job Bullshit I don't need to be working a menial, mind-numbing job like this. Rank and file grunt work for the city, not a fan. This is not a department designed to employ flexible and understanding people. They want me to do overtime shifts every single week... NO! I have more to aspire to than this. I don't care how it reads to anybody. I know that I am better than this job. I am better than this department. I'm... trying very hard to listen to the air. I'm letting the sensation of sound overtake my conscience. I'm choosing to give myself to vibrations of my physical environment. It gives me the psychological traction necessary to get away from myself. I mean every word. When I'm placed into a conversational mode with no friction to walk with, I just fall over myself. I need the ability to depersonalize. I know that it's never about me, but it's hard to get away from feeling like it is when I'm forced to experience the fallout everybody else...