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The work week gruff sees fit to do me in, but I haven't had a single reason to quit. I believe in the capability of our world, in spite of it's many pointed challenges towards our collective hope. 1.6 Million dead in Tigray. It's enough to make you think it'll never get better. It's more than enough to make you give up. None of those people will ever come back to us. We allowed this to happen. Again. So much has changed since the last time we've had to stand against the axis of evil. I try my best not to be a political aesthete, you know. I would seek to value the advantages that we have, I would seek to utilize those strengths the best we can. But I will not lie to you, friends... it becomes difficult to tolerate all the distractions. It becomes difficult to value the glories of the mundane. But the film is a sad thing, for I wrote it ten times or more.  It's about to be writ again, as I ask her to focus on sailors fighting in the dance hall... oh, man! Loo...

I'm lucky to have pre-scheduled my appointment on Saturday. I predicted that I would have a refreshed wave of sadness yesterday, it is premonition that I never wanted have. I worry that I will feel alienated and stressed out on Saturday. I don't wanna look bad in front of the TV Lounge people. They still haven't gotten back to me so... I'll just assume they didn't mean to send that shit. At all. Whatever. Whatever happens happens. I find that I range from feeling like the ugliest person alive to feeling like a once in a lifetime beauty just about every other day. Maybe that's the most convincingly feminine thing I have written in this blog. I'm trying to save up to buy a netrunner bodysuit. The shiny all black kind the VDB's wear, the one V gets by default. I want to make it part of my stage presence. I'm also gonna buy a nice wig. As in, not some ratty, shitty looking one. And yes, it's gotta be Jet Black. The bodysuit is the only splurge for t...

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HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA♤♤♤♤♤♤♤♤♤ I FOUND YOU OUT WE GOT A NEW EPITHET!  WE GOT A NEW NAME! JEAN MICHEL NO MORE!  YOU GET TO BE SOMETHING MUCH, MUCH WORSE! ANDY WARHOL , BABY!!!!🤭🤭💀💀💀💔💅🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️ YOU ARE NOT  WHO I THOUGHT YOU WERE! OH.MY.GOD. HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO HIM? HOW? HOW?! WHY?! WHY WOULD YOU LIE?! I can't believe I ever had feelings for somebody who would do that to someone... my word, fam. So basically Griffith called me and I found out that Jean Michel (now called Warhol) was a liar! She really hurt him! I can't believe he was going through this the whole time... why didn't he tell me? Why couldn't he tell me? How could I ever doubt my friend? I love him so much... This makes the whole situation so much more complicated. Oh my God, dude. I know that Warhol's friend (we'll call her Diva) was stalking my page. I think she knows about the complications regarding my relationship with these people, now. I'm not rly friends with Diva so i...

All I can ever muster to think about is a girl. It is all my thoughts could ever find of me. I guess it's still a stranger thing for me to be. All I ever think about it is how can I impress her? What sort person would she want? If I could tell her... I think about how much I wish I could have known. I think about how much I think could have grown if I was not a girl who thinks about a girl so far away. If I was ever half as smart as some of those people say, then I would leave it, I would leave her, just right well alone. Am I a plaything of her waking hours, a lolcow for her eyes when she scrolls back forth and down? I would welcome such a privilege to make her laugh. Maybe. Maybe... I know that I am worth far more than that. I am an equal to everyone. Whether they like that fact or not. But I'm not thinking of winning over the cunning girl, the lady seems so shrewd. She seems to know just what to do, but I remember... I remember how she keeps it all together. She's figuri...