12/9/25 - Balatro

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA♤♤♤♤♤♤♤♤♤

I FOUND YOU OUT

WE GOT A NEW EPITHET! 

WE GOT A NEW NAME!

JEAN MICHEL NO MORE! 

YOU GET TO BE SOMETHING MUCH, MUCH WORSE!

ANDY WARHOL, BABY!!!!🤭🤭💀💀💀💔💅🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️ YOU ARE NOT WHO I THOUGHT YOU WERE! OH.MY.GOD.

HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO HIM? HOW? HOW?! WHY?!

WHY WOULD YOU LIE?!

I can't believe I ever had feelings for somebody who would do that to someone... my word, fam.

So basically Griffith called me and I found out that Jean Michel (now called Warhol) was a liar! She really hurt him! I can't believe he was going through this the whole time... why didn't he tell me? Why couldn't he tell me?

How could I ever doubt my friend? I love him so much...

This makes the whole situation so much more complicated. Oh my God, dude.

I know that Warhol's friend (we'll call her Diva) was stalking my page. I think she knows about the complications regarding my relationship with these people, now. I'm not rly friends with Diva so idc rly what she thinks as much as I'm very disappointed and concerned with Warhol.

Suffice to say, Persephone is now NUMBER 1 on the yearning list (Hi Gorgeous😘 I'm still crazy)! Griffith is now number 3, and until I obtain new information, Warhol is number 8474773737 like Jesus Christ I was WRONG. I guess I got to meet our generation's Jackson Pollock cause... girl.

GIRL. YOU WAS DOIN HIM LIKE LIL BOW WOW😭😭😭😭😭 LEAVE THAT MAN ALONE

Wild man's world is cryin' in pain

What you gonna do when everybody's insane?

So afraid of one who's so afraid of you

What you gonna do?

Another day has started, and now I can write about it a bit more cogently.

So the thing is, learning this information about Warhol has made a lot about her personality and uncertain behavior make more sense. My worries about her swinging pendulum of interest and attatchment, her sudden aloofness in public settings... the fact she was at a bar when she called me...

It makes sense now. Of course I would know what that is.

I do wish Griffith and I didn't have all of this in common. There's maybe something to be said about these artsy white girls who go after fruity colored folk... I'll leave it at that.

He needs a new epithet. We will be calling him Spider-Man from now on. Because he's a young broke photographer in New York, lmao.

But let me tell you something... I am worried about Warhol. No, I am not interested in Warhol (Titania/Jean Michel) anymore. That infatuation has passed. But I am worried about her whole situation, now knowing what I know.

It makes so much sense... why else would all of those college people still follow Spider-Man if they knew what I knew before yesterday?

He told me that they all know what he just told me... and it's like... oh!

It all clicked! Everybody knows about her! And nobody wants to say anything!

Woh! CLASH! Into the rolling morning!

FLASH! I'm in the coolest driver's high!

えあいせ で また あおう、 yeah!

I can't say I don't understand the compulsion, I just... wish somebody could have stepped in years ago. Years ago, man! She's in danger!

I just... I'm gonna transition to our next section of gossip.

The Deanna Saga

To make a long story short: Deanna isn't talking to me anymore because she feels bad that she had unresolved romantic attachments to her perceived version of me that she had before she knew I was trans. She feels bad that she has a hard time letting go of calling me Gabriel and He/Himming me. She said she doesn't think we can talk anymore while she sorts out her feelings...

So basically I have been betrayed by a trusted friend. This is what it feels like.

Huh.

What do you even say to that, right? I told my twin about it, and they were like "Wait, what?"

Absolutely nothing in my life has made sense and honestly! Slay!😘😘😘 I'm gonna buy a gun.

Probably a Beretta. I like those ones.

I'm sitting at the front desk listening to the Balatro theme. I was listening to Brian Eno and Talking Heads and shit earlier.

For an idea of what this project is gonna sound like, think somewhere between Charli XCX Brat, Talking Heads Remain In Light, Imogen Heap Speak For Yourself, and J Dilla The Shining.

Yes it is that good.

Now there are some other big influences on this project. Obvious the B-52's Cosmic Thing and Funkadelic Maggot Brain are also a big influence on the sound of this one, but I'm allowing some influence back from places I typically never wore on my sleeve.

Here is a list of projects and artists that influenced Hepburn by Adri HK. You can use this as a music recommendation list, too.

This is gonna be a long list. If you would like to listen to all this, be ready to have your entire brain chemistry ruined for years.

When it comes to the listed works, I'm trying to include the albums I've actually been consistently listening to. There's a lot of good material from these artists that I don't listen to that much of.

I'll underline personal reccs of stuff not as famous.

B-52's - The B-52's

Wild Planet - The B-52's

Whammy - The B-52's

Cosmic Thing - The B-B-52's

Surf's Up! - The Beach Boys

Pet Sounds - The Beach Boys

Sunflower - The Beach Boys

The Sensual World - Kate Bush

The Dreaming - Kate Bush

Hounds of Love - Kate Bush

The Kick Inside - Kate Bush

Never for Ever - Kate Bush

DS2 - Future

The Monster - Future

Future - Future

The WZRD - Future

I Never Liked You - Future

Free Roc - Doughboyz Cashout

No Deal On Chill - Doughboyz Cashout

Past, Present, and Future - The RAH Band

Oil of Every Pearls Un-Insides - SOPHIE

Brat - Charli XCX

True Romance - Charli XCX

How I'm Feeling Now - Charli XCX

Number 13 - The Cleaners From Venus

Stone Roses - Stone Roses

Surrealistic Pillow - Jefferson Airplane

Pendulum - Creedence Clearwater Revival

Fancy That - Pinkpantheress

Heaven Knows - Pinkpantheress

To Hell With It - Pinkpantheress

Imaginal Disk - Magdalena Bay

Speak For Yourself - Imogen Heap

I, Megaphone - Imogen Heap

Bad Girls - Donna Summer

Makes Me Higher - Unyque

Bloom - Beach House

Heaven Or Las Vegas - Cocteau Twins

Four Calender Cafe - Cocteau Twins

Treasure - Cocteau Twins

Head Over Heels - Cocteau Twins

Fast Forward - Juan Atkins

Technicolor - Metroplex

Tour De France - Kraftwerk

Computer World - Kraftwerk

Techno Pop - Kraftwerk

Substance Abuse - F.U.S.E. & Richie Hawtin

Minus Orange - Richie Hawtin

Homework - Daft Punk

Human After All - Daft Punk

The Money Store - Death Grips

Exmilitary - Deaths Grips

Remain In Light - The Talking Heads

'77 - The Talking Heads

Fear of Music - The Talking Heads

The Shining - J Dilla

Donuts - J Dilla

XXX - Danny Brown

Atrocity Exhibition - Danny Brown

uknowhatimsayin? - Danny Brown

Quaranta - Danny Brown

Stardust - Danny Brown

Scaring the Hoes - Danny Brown & Jpegmafia

Wallsocket - Underscores

Star - 2Hollis

White Tiger - 2Hollis

Heavy Metal - Cameron Winter

 > Note: I'm new to the Geese world I still have to do a full listen of one their projects

In Utero - Nirvana

Nevermind - Nirvana

Nirvana - Nirvana

Horses - Patti Smith Group

Waves - Patti Smith Group

Easter - Patti Smith Group

The Noise Made By People - Broadcast

Tender Buttons - Broadcast

Stronger Than Pride - Sade

Love Deluxe - Sade

Promise - Sade

Diamond Life - Sade

Soldier of Love - Sade

Lover's Rock - Sade

Nightclubbing - Grace Jones

Maggot Brain - Funkadelic

Funkentelechy vs The Placebo Syndrome - Parliament

Motor Booty Affair - Parliament

Mothership Connection - Parliament

Expensive Shit - Fela Kuti

Low - David Bowie

Hunky Dory - David Bowie

Blackstar - David Bowie

The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust - David Bowie

Young Americans - David Bowie

Space Oddity - David Bowie

Station to Station - David Bowie

And In The Darkness, Hearts Aglow - Weyes Blood

Titanic Rising - Weyes Blood

Front Row Seat to Earth - Weyes Blood

Tapestry - Carole King

Make It Big - Wham!

Revolver - The Beatles

The Beatles - The Beatles

Abbey Road - The Beatles

Yellow Submarine - The Beatles

 > Note: No, you will not convince me this one is bad.

Rubber Soul - The Beatles

A Hard Day's Night - The Beatles

Are You Experienced? - The Jimi Hendrix Experience

Axis: Bold As Love - The Jimi Hendrix Experience

Electric Ladyland - The Jimi Hendrix Experience

Fly Or Die - N.E.R.D.

Seeing Sounds - N.E.R.D.

Live! Destroy All Monsters - Destroy All Monsters

Bored - Destroy All Monsters

Live in Tokyo - Destroy All Monsters

Silver Wedding Anniversary - Destroy All Monsters

Annoyance and Dissappointment - Dawid Podsiadło

Deaths Head Speaks - Simulation

Labyrinth - Bellacross

non-canon - Rockin' Riley

Lil Demon 2008 Comp 1 - Lil Demon 2008

 > Note: Meredith is my eternal friend and rival. She is who I'm looking to match in capability

Ale Eih Beyessalouni - Warda

Nassay - Sherine

Nazam A3eesh - Sherine

 >Note: Thank you for the reccomendation, Remas♡♡♡

Emperor Tomato Ketchup - Stereolab

Dots and Loops - Stereolab

Margarine Eclipse - Stereolab

Instant Holograms on Metal Film - Stereolab

SAVED! - Reverend Kristin Michael Hayter

SINNER GET READY - LINGUA IGNOTA

CALIGULA - LINGUA IGNOTA

ALL BITCHES DIE - LINGUA IGNOTA

Long Season - Fishmans

Tidal - Fiona Apple

Fetch The Boltcutters - Fiona Apple

Let's Hope Heteros Fail, Learn, and Retire

- Alice Longyu Gao

Assembling Symbols Into My Own Poetry

- Alice Longyu Gao

mr.siLLyfLow - Tisakorean

Let Me Update My Status - Tisakorean

Jazz Codes - Moor Mother

Black Encyclopedia of the Air - Moor Mother

t.i.a.p.f.y.h. - LeftAtLondon

The Educated Youth - Bryan Away

Canyons to Sawdust - Bryan Away

A Ticket To Ride - Carpenters

Close To You - Carpenters

Post - Björk

Fossora - Björk

Utopia - Björk

Vespertine - Björk

Debut - Björk

Homogenic - Björk

The "Chirping" Crickets - Buddy Holly & The Crickets

The Stooges - The Stooges

Funhouse - The Stooges

Search and Destroy - The Stooges

Lust For Life - Iggy Pop

White Stripes - White Stripes

White Blood Cells - White Stripes

Elephant - White Stripes

Boarding House Reach - Jack White

Blunderbuss - Jack White

Section .80 - Kendrick Lamar

Good Kid, M.a.a.d. City - Kendrick Lamar

To Pimp A Butterfly - Kendrick Lamar

DAMN. - Kendrick Lamar

Garden of the Mutilated Paratroopers - Prurient

 > Note: This is a harsh noise record. Please be careful listening to this. Don't have the volume up high if you're not used to this sort of stuff.

Mr Morale and the Big Steppers - Kendrick Lamar

GNX - Kendrick Lamar

Melt My Eyes, See My Future - Denzel Curry

King of the Mischevious South - Denzel Curry

Jeffrey - Young Thug

Barter 6 - Young Thug

Slime Season - Young Thug

Mignonne - Taeko Onuki

Ultra Blue - Utada

This Is The One - Utada

Jagged Little Pill - Alanis Morissette

Rapture - Anita Baker

Floral Shoppe - Macintosh Plus/Vektroid

Odyssey - HOME

Before the Night - HOME

Stereotype A - Cibo Matto

Viva La Woman! - Cibo Matto

And there's probably a billion other projects and songs I'm just. Forgetting?

Have fun with that! I'll see you guys soon♤♡◇♧☆☆☆☆☆☆♡♡♡♡♡