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10/5/26 - From 5 to 7

Old Man, look at my life, I'm a lot like you were How should I describe it? It was a weird feeling weekend. A small break from normalcy, but it was just all the same. Just a cut above being pedestrian, I guess. I'm not in the typical mode today. I can't figure out a way to orate as I usually would, I think I might be changing. For the better or for the worse, I'm not sure, but I'm wearing long sleeves today. Not a jacket either, or a button up. A real sweater. During work, I bit my toungue while eating a Torta, and now I have to keep this paper in my mouth to prevent myself from swallowing blood. I've been first and last Look at how the time goes past But I'm all alone at last Rolling home to you In my heart, I find myself just where I was a year before. Despite knowing all my strengths, despite knowing all my blessings, I find myself missing the call. I keep looking at myself. I have to stop. I must look outside. I will have to remember the embrace of the n...

9/29/26 - Someday We'll Know

Let me calm down. It's not that serious... they will be home tonight. I can talk to them calmly, and we'll solve it tonight. It's not that serious. I'm writing so I can get this all out. I'm writing so I can get this all out. I've been practicing techniques to keep my blood pressure down, to lessen the hypertension. Harder to do that when I'm getting screwed over on my days off. The turn of the season never been good to me. I'm gonna talk about something else. Right now I'm listening to New Radicals. Maybe Grosse Pointe can produce good things after all. This project is telling me I'm gonna need to be less likeable, somewhat (?) it's a weird thing to say. We're gonna stretch our legs out a little on this one. I'm trying to just be whatever I've got going on. I do want to attempt a more affirmative sort of feeling, right? But I'm not sure enough of anything to tell people what for, right? We're just gonna see where the open...